I (F) basically forced it on him. We were both drunk. But I started feeling frisky and just went with it. It didn't help that we were kissing previously. That's relatively normal. What isn't normal is me being face-first in his crotch. It was a fuck-up because, despite my efforts, I couldn't get him off.
Logically, I know that I'm not a dude and that's reason number one. He was drunk, that's reason number two (or so he says). And reason number three is that he just doesn't see me in a sexual way, gender aside.
It's really fucking with my head though because that is now one of two guys that I just can't get off. The last guy I was with has some sort of fucked up issue to where he cannot bust a nut with any girl he gets with...or so I've been told.
My GBF says that it was amazing, though not entirely wanted, and has done his best to reassure me that it's not me. Given the now trend of this happening--I'm kind of just hating myself at the moment.
Should. Not. Have. Done. That.
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