This happened this morning, I had just gotten home from work, night shift, and was talking to my girlfriend on steam.
She was being sweet and lovely, and I thought I was reciprocating, turns out I massively pissed her off?
Her: You are perfect inside and out, I mean that
Her: I love every damn inch of you
Her: And the endless fathoms of your brain and heart that I cannot feel or see, but I know are there
Her: You are loved darling, truly loved
Me: Aw honey... I don't know what to say.. thank you, and I know I'm tired because now I'm getting emotional
Me: thank you
Me: no one has ever said anything so kind or wonderful to me
Me: I'm not sure how true any of that is.. but I really appreciate you saying it, and feeling it
Me: I love you
Me: You are truly loved too sweetheart
Her: Ouch..
Me: I mean, me being kind and perfect and such, the rest I know is true!
Me: I know you love me
Me: Sorry, I should have been clearer :P
Her: Not funny, not amused, just no
Her is now Offline.
I texted her, turns out it isn't that I doubted her saying I'm perfect, and it isn't that I said "No one has ever said anything so wonderful", she does all the time so I thought that might be it but no.
Now she has told me to fuck off and leave her alone, and said I'm an idiot because I can't figure out what I did. She said I can either leave her alone to cool off, or she can really lose her shit at me, because she is hurt and angry.
Now I'm sitting here confused and guilty, and I still don't know what I said wrong. I'm thinking maybe that I said I'm emotional because I'm tired, implying I wouldn't otherwise be made emotional by what she said? That's not what I meant, I don't really know what I meant.. I'm just tired and confused.
I'd try calling to just sort all this out, but I really don't want to piss her off anymore.
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