So I am a transitioning to female.. So the question I have is a bit of strange one. I notice the constant advice on looking female is make up, trimming eyebrows.. etc. and of course mannerism and posture etc.. The problem I am having trouble accepting is rather several things like I don't like makeup.. I am an artist myself but I really see this whole makeup thing more of "face" art.. I never like girls who wore makeup.. I always saw myself as a girl who was sweet, sporty, nerdy, wore mainly dresses.. And a bit a hipster.. I say a bit.. Because I like being unique.. So it lately feels like all the advice I get is you can't act like that.. you can't be like that.. I like japanese and korean fashion and my mom says is not for me.. that that's not the style right now.. I keep telling her I don't care about the world.. I care about me. I may be sweet and caring but I am extremely selfish.. It's me over the world.. Always will be.. I keep being told it will make it easier for people to tell I am trans if I don't try to fit in.. My question is what is the point of transitioning if you have to fit in.. be someone you aren't.. I understand makeup but I have seen girls who look "masculine" and not wear makeup and the only thing people do is sort of poke fun a little.. but it's normal for people to not understand anything that's not the norm. I laugh too at certain things that aren't in the norm but I always see a normal human being.. People to me are people.. I don't discriminate.. I don't mind people laughing at me as long as they respect me.. I don't even find transphobic jokes mortifying.. I can giggle because I know they don't understand but I do. So.. as for advice... Should I put aside my pride to be who I am aside for now.. or learn to fit in.. I want to walk like a girl of course.. and especially talk like one.. but should I really learn to do makeup and brow trimming?? and act more girly like how mother tell me to do... :/ I don't plan to go public as a girl until I look like a girl by the way.. I also want to start and finish electrolysis on my face before even thinking about going outside looking like a girl.. This hurts a bit.. But the only thing I am embarrassed about people seeing is my facial hair.. I always get nervous going outside with facial hair.. shaving is such a pain but I have to go to work.. :// anyways sorry it was so long.. I don't know how to summarize writing. I suck at english.
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