Monday, 1 June 2015

Trees helped me find myself.

Hey guys! Today I found something important. It was something I never even knew I needed to find, and most of my life until now I have never realized I need needed to find it... Myself. Trees helped me do this

Let me start off by saying that I am a late teen just graduating high school. I'm 18 years old and I am starting a new chapter of my life, I just committed to IU, but I didn't know what I wanted to do. And just a little bit about me: I'm a gamer, a colts fan, and honestly, to put it, I was lost until I made my revelation today, and today was our last day of high school, and as expected after finals, some of our teachers would be giving a speech looking back on the class and giving tips. Most didn't listen because they were all like me... Lost and didn't know where they were going in life and wouldn't listen nor would they care if someone is saying "hey, buddy, your life is out of control with bad habits etc etc"... But, for some reason I listened to this teacher for a change, and damn, did I certainly find something today about ME

It's 7th period, I'm in the last period of my high school career. And the teacher gave the usual life advice and poem about life before we left to continue our lives ... yeah yeah yeah whatever. We all at some point have gotten this talk on the last day from our teachers, and I didn't care to be honest at first. When I got home after the long day, I celebrated the end of high school with a nice fat bowl. Boy, I wish I knew why this bowl was magical, because it really was...

As I am currently, I am laying down upon my bed, crying because I'm so happy of what I figured out.

So back on topic, once the affect of the high kicked in, I was thoroughly in a philosophical thought processes, which is weird because nowadays I don't get those highs any more. Anyways, as one thought was moving to the next, I happened upon this teachers advice. And it fucking hit me. Hard. All of high school I did stupid shit, bad oral hygiene, personality crisis and not knowing who i was really, not setting goals at all, hanging with the "wrong crowd" the list keeps going and FUCK .. I never realized it..!

Part of the reason why I never realized this is because I never got any attention from my parents, but that's besides the point.

So I did something I have never done before; I set goals, short term and long. The short term goals were things like developing good habits such as brushing your teeth at LEAST twice a day, scrubbing your hair really good when you shampoo, etc. these were all things that were little but make a big difference. Next, I set a long term goal, such as getting into Kelly school of Business and maintaining a 3.6 GPA throughout college. Boy was I happy I set these and felt so refreshed with myself! I put them all in my phone , and my philosophy and mental thoughts are all about getting to those goals! I've never felt like this any time in my life before!! I'm as determined as a train, you can't stop me now that I got the fuel that set me off.

ALL BECAUSE OF THE ALTERATION OF MY MINDSET TREES GRANTED ME! ([3] atm, [6] when I started writing this)

tl;dr Be yourself ents. For those of you who are struggling with finding yourself, just keep looking and you will eventually know who you truly are... Not what you desire yourself to be or the impossible standards you may have set; it should truly be effortless. Also, don't be afraid to set goals to maintain a healthy, fun life style. That's what I learned from trees today ents.

P.s. This is my first text post about a story of my life. I mostly lurk and I have worked up the courage to finally post something as hardcore and time consuming as this. Please let me know your personal stories of any enlightenment you may have had about yourself... Or let me know how you felt about the post :)



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