Full disclosure: this fuckup is from about six weeks ago. Long enough to know for a fact how badly I fucked up.
Anyway, my first time having sex was probably as bad as sex can be. I'm 17 (was 16 at the time) and my girlfriend is 16. We'd been going out for about three months at the time of the fuckup and we hadn't even done handjobs or fingering before. She lost her virginity very early (at 11 or 12 with her middle school boyfriend) but this was the first time it was with someone she loved, and my first time period. Anyway, about six weeks ago after school we went to my house, and she told me that her parents wouldn't be home until late. Score. We 'went for a walk' and went to her place, and started making out as soon as we got to the couch in her basement. Clothes started FLYING off- I didn't have any condoms because I wasn't expecting sex anytime soon and I really wasn't ready for what would happen. One thing lead to another and we were both completely naked, and she kind of grabbed me and moved me towards her- she looked me in the eyes and went "promise me you'll pull out, please?" Well at that point I wasn't going to say no, so I went "yes" and made my first mistake, going in unprotected. Without getting too graphic, we had fun... and she started moaning, and loudly making sex talk, and after a little while (probably about a minute, don't judge, at least I'm being honest) the basement door opened. For some reason, the shock that we were being discovered sent me over the edge. She screamed as the footsteps came down the stairs, but I was suddenly climaxing, and there was nothing I wanted more than to cum inside of her. I remember digging my nails right into her butt cheeks and finishing as deep inside her as I could.
That's all I really remember until I regained consciousness. I woke up on the basement floor (with my pants up,
thankfully) with my shirt being held to my face by my mom. I was super dizzy, soaked in water, and bleeding badly from my head- and my mom was above me with a horribly worried look on her face and eyes looking like she'd been crying. My dad and my girlfriends dad were looking at me from about 20 feet away, both silent with stern looks on their faces and their arms crossed. And I could hear my girlfriend upstairs in the shower, HOWLING in tears. I guess what happened was, my girlfriend's dad had a headache and didn't go out to dinner with my GF's mother and their friends as they had planned. He was upstairs in his bed when he heard his daughter's screaming sex talk, and went down to the basement. For some reason learning that we were discovered sent me over the edge and as he was coming down the stairs I ejaculated. He saw this and grabbed a piece of lumber and beat me until I was unconscious. At some point, he realized that I wasn't actually raping his daughter and he called my parents. I was out cold for about 45 minutes before them pouring water on me woke me up.
I was so confused I couldn't even answer their questions, but my GF answered for me- I don't remember anything she said because she was crying so hard, but eventually I remember getting into my mom's car, still bleeding badly, with my parents absolutely livid at me. On the short drive back home, my mom, in the passenger seat, reached back and smacked me again when I managed to muster out the answer that no, my GF hadn't used birth control. That was when it all started to come together for me. And I felt the worst feeling I've ever felt in my life when I realized how badly I'd fucked up.
My girlfriend later told me that as her father was coming down the stairs and I started cumming, she realized what was happening and started yelling at me to pull out. I guess I was in animal mode at that moment and I started cumming in her, and as her dad rounded the stairs and saw what was going on (after hearing his daughter screaming 'PULL OUT')- I finally did pull out- just in time for him to see my last squirt of cum go right into his daughters bellybutton. I tried to run away from him. I wasn't successful.
Epilogue: I knocked her up. It could definitely be worse, but it's a pretty major screwup, the biggest of my life. My family and hers have decided that we will place our child up for adoption. I've become almost like family with her parents, and I'm surprisingly on especially good terms with her dad. Me and her have also had sex several times more, and I don't have to worry about protection now. I love her, and even if she decides to keep our child, I will do everything I can to support our decision and our family.
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